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Where my thoughts lie

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When the night gets sad
When I’m feeling bad
Silence engulfs my room
Am I becoming mad?

Frustration seeps in
The lights are dim
I’ve pushed everything away
For a time so grim

I’m being torn apart
No time to be smart
I feel stupid to begin
What a way to start

I can’t see myself grow
Am I just for show?
What does everything think of me?
I really don’t know

When my room gets cold
The day gets old
Could someone tell me something?
Without fairy tales told
This was written out of utter frustration and anger towards myself. I'm scared of the future, guys. I don't know what to do or what will people think of me? I don't want to be alone but, at the same time, I don't want to be suffocated. Do you understand what I'm getting at? I know I should be writing a proper description of this poem but I would much rather write about why I wrote it instead of what it is. So this is my thought process while I'm like this. Scared and frustrated. Never a good combo. I was having such a good day too.. =
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It'll take some time for things to happen. Its hard, but don't worry, it will be okay! :hug:
Btw, the poem is interesting. i like each stanza