Something Simple #4

Connected with many people
But I feel alone
Feels like everything is falling
Too far away from home

So many voices around me
Silence in my head
With many painful memories
Just want to go to bed

I don't know myself right now
Darkness is coming near
Turned off all the lights in my room
Covering all I hold dear

I'm tired of being so down
It won't go away
It's affected my choices
Killing my today

I want to laugh freely
But I want to cry
Seems like there's nothing to hold onto
Please don't ask me why

I'm just so sick of myself
Nothing left to be done
Too many reasons to stay awake
A feeling that can't be won

Could I stop being so indifferent
Get rid of all these words
Impossible to picture that anymore
Now it's just absurd