Going back

May I stay awake in a never ending dream
or will I fall asleep back into reality
I am too awake to awaken once more
And falling asleep is such a chore

I wonder if I could finally speak
and say what truly means to me
I wonder if I can be so free
and put my eyes at ease

I want to step back into the vortex of time
and truly see what is not mine
I would go back through space to find me again
and see what mistakes I have sent

We cant go back to our past except in a dream
and maybe shun our realities
I can't seem to stay awake once more
but falling asleep seems like a chore...