A day never traveled by by ColdAmuChan, literature
Literature
A day never traveled by
Time used to be linear for us
Where Friday to Monday happened in a blink
Yet people twist their times and split away
Now I'm moving to Monday while they're on Friday
I was able to see them after the weekend
Say "Good morning" and "Goodbye"
Before they stepped into another existence
That I cannot venture, no matter my persistence
When I close my eyes
After many days and one final night
Will I be able to catch up?
Is waiting enough?
You’ve gotten older
You’re feeling strange
Not getting bolder
You re-arrange
Girl, what do you need?
Boy, what do you do?
Laziness seeps
Everything to lose
You’ve changed
It’s time for goodbye
Don’t feel pained
Life’s not a lie
I will always be with you
Within your dreams
In your memories, I’m true
I’ll be part of your seams
Don’t be scared
Don’t miss me
I’ll be there
You can always see
What do you think?
What do you know?
Life’s a short blink
It’s time to go
I just wanted to feel safe
From the horrors of my past
I thought their arms could lift me up
Instead of listening to voices blast
Yet the glass where I smashed my memories
Keep digging into my feet
No matter how hard I tried
Any movement would make me bleed
The crowd changed from smiles to nothing
Faceless beings waltzing behind my eyelids
People who I thought would keep me on the ground
Pushed me further into the abyss
Drowning in a pool of remorse
No lifeguards to pull me away
No more screams come from my thoughts
Only tiny bleeps of a broken song on play
Gaze upon the night
Where love and hate have merged
Darkness and light intertwine
Where I am yours and you are mine
Where the stars become our witnesses
Race my heart
Lets make patterns on the earth
Instead of being left in the mists
Add some excitement, add some twists
Because everything seems hopeless
Never forget the home we came from
Where love had abandoned us
Hatred ruled over our seas and skies
Truth was hidden and the people covered in lies
A place shrouded in uncertainty and feigned kisses
That pain can be forgotten for now
Lets just remember the moment
Our minds touched and hearts sync
Because the night will fade when we blink
Wh
Screaming loud and clear
Negativity surrounds their heads
As voices whisper and tremble
Hatred and disgust fill the air
Yet there was no reason for this to be
It was fear that they resemble
Only a small buildings few stood up
On a battlefield of skyscrapers
Their voices rang and misconceptions disassemble
Yet….
We have the same problems time and time again
When our fear feeds our anger
Hatred comes out of our breath
It becomes second nature to mentally destroy our fellow man
We struggle to claw ourselves up
Skyscrapers tower over smaller buildings
We start forgetting why we even created them
Some grow tired of working on meaningles
Show me the sky with pings of a key
Sing to me life with a shout or scream
Everything is spinning with the slam of a surface
Colours are born from the sound of a song
Whisper some breath into a piped symphony
Watch different tones as they move and speak
Destroy sorrows and shatter misconceptions with the bass
Flutter away on the wings of treble
At the end of the rest
Before any crowd yells and cheers
When the beat stops and nothing is heard
Magic is found in every note and every word
Hard to smile, hard to not.
When I’m broken down
I’m not so tough
I look around me
I’m feeling weak
I’ve never felt so alone
I want to sleep.
I can’t keep running away
But I hear them laugh
No one needs me to stay
I’m sinking down
It’s so dark in this heart
I’m feeling stressed
I’ll be torn apart
I keep screaming
To closed off doors
I keep singing
To hold me on
I’ve been forsaken
Life is a threat
My soul is breaking
This might be the end
I can’t take it
Good bye, my friend
I want to be free
I wish I weren’t who I am
I’m always wrong
Right now, I don’t give
They've never done something
To lose my faith and trust
But when they say "I love you"
I feel like it's a bluff
They try again to prove to me
Love was always there
I looked into their eyes
These words, I couldn't bare
Now I feel like I'm away
Betraying who I am
Their voice have echoed near and far
My mind and heart is damned
Can I continue to love
When doubt clouds my sight
I shall sit here, sulking to myself
While wishing them good night
You can’t keep me
Inside the depths of your memory
Willing your whispers through your lips, please
Yelling your confessions to a door
Love can hurt needlessly
Making people look unsightly
Despair digging into your soul, at least
Everything fell to the floor
For me, there is no home anymore.
No matter what I do
No matter who you see
You will never, ever
Fall in love with me
Don’t bother with my words
Don’t bother with my decree
My dear reader, you will not
Find a way for us to be
Even if I sang to you
Even if I scream
There is no love for us
To ever face and believe
I could give you flowers
I could with the words you read
But you have to remember
This is not a love you need
I must end this now
I must say goodbye
Until we meet next poem
As I let my final word fly
Goodbye.
A day never traveled by by ColdAmuChan, literature
Literature
A day never traveled by
Time used to be linear for us
Where Friday to Monday happened in a blink
Yet people twist their times and split away
Now I'm moving to Monday while they're on Friday
I was able to see them after the weekend
Say "Good morning" and "Goodbye"
Before they stepped into another existence
That I cannot venture, no matter my persistence
When I close my eyes
After many days and one final night
Will I be able to catch up?
Is waiting enough?
You’ve gotten older
You’re feeling strange
Not getting bolder
You re-arrange
Girl, what do you need?
Boy, what do you do?
Laziness seeps
Everything to lose
You’ve changed
It’s time for goodbye
Don’t feel pained
Life’s not a lie
I will always be with you
Within your dreams
In your memories, I’m true
I’ll be part of your seams
Don’t be scared
Don’t miss me
I’ll be there
You can always see
What do you think?
What do you know?
Life’s a short blink
It’s time to go
I just wanted to feel safe
From the horrors of my past
I thought their arms could lift me up
Instead of listening to voices blast
Yet the glass where I smashed my memories
Keep digging into my feet
No matter how hard I tried
Any movement would make me bleed
The crowd changed from smiles to nothing
Faceless beings waltzing behind my eyelids
People who I thought would keep me on the ground
Pushed me further into the abyss
Drowning in a pool of remorse
No lifeguards to pull me away
No more screams come from my thoughts
Only tiny bleeps of a broken song on play
Gaze upon the night
Where love and hate have merged
Darkness and light intertwine
Where I am yours and you are mine
Where the stars become our witnesses
Race my heart
Lets make patterns on the earth
Instead of being left in the mists
Add some excitement, add some twists
Because everything seems hopeless
Never forget the home we came from
Where love had abandoned us
Hatred ruled over our seas and skies
Truth was hidden and the people covered in lies
A place shrouded in uncertainty and feigned kisses
That pain can be forgotten for now
Lets just remember the moment
Our minds touched and hearts sync
Because the night will fade when we blink
Wh
Screaming loud and clear
Negativity surrounds their heads
As voices whisper and tremble
Hatred and disgust fill the air
Yet there was no reason for this to be
It was fear that they resemble
Only a small buildings few stood up
On a battlefield of skyscrapers
Their voices rang and misconceptions disassemble
Yet….
We have the same problems time and time again
When our fear feeds our anger
Hatred comes out of our breath
It becomes second nature to mentally destroy our fellow man
We struggle to claw ourselves up
Skyscrapers tower over smaller buildings
We start forgetting why we even created them
Some grow tired of working on meaningles
Show me the sky with pings of a key
Sing to me life with a shout or scream
Everything is spinning with the slam of a surface
Colours are born from the sound of a song
Whisper some breath into a piped symphony
Watch different tones as they move and speak
Destroy sorrows and shatter misconceptions with the bass
Flutter away on the wings of treble
At the end of the rest
Before any crowd yells and cheers
When the beat stops and nothing is heard
Magic is found in every note and every word
Hard to smile, hard to not.
When I’m broken down
I’m not so tough
I look around me
I’m feeling weak
I’ve never felt so alone
I want to sleep.
I can’t keep running away
But I hear them laugh
No one needs me to stay
I’m sinking down
It’s so dark in this heart
I’m feeling stressed
I’ll be torn apart
I keep screaming
To closed off doors
I keep singing
To hold me on
I’ve been forsaken
Life is a threat
My soul is breaking
This might be the end
I can’t take it
Good bye, my friend
I want to be free
I wish I weren’t who I am
I’m always wrong
Right now, I don’t give
They've never done something
To lose my faith and trust
But when they say "I love you"
I feel like it's a bluff
They try again to prove to me
Love was always there
I looked into their eyes
These words, I couldn't bare
Now I feel like I'm away
Betraying who I am
Their voice have echoed near and far
My mind and heart is damned
Can I continue to love
When doubt clouds my sight
I shall sit here, sulking to myself
While wishing them good night
You can’t keep me
Inside the depths of your memory
Willing your whispers through your lips, please
Yelling your confessions to a door
Love can hurt needlessly
Making people look unsightly
Despair digging into your soul, at least
Everything fell to the floor
For me, there is no home anymore.
No matter what I do
No matter who you see
You will never, ever
Fall in love with me
Don’t bother with my words
Don’t bother with my decree
My dear reader, you will not
Find a way for us to be
Even if I sang to you
Even if I scream
There is no love for us
To ever face and believe
I could give you flowers
I could with the words you read
But you have to remember
This is not a love you need
I must end this now
I must say goodbye
Until we meet next poem
As I let my final word fly
Goodbye.
Magnus of the Black Horns by DragonKingAssanjin, literature
Literature
Magnus of the Black Horns
Over the years I saw a boy, no more than 5.
Beaten, battered and eaten alive.
Had not a friend and desired his own end.
A poignant situation he attempted to mend.
But failed and he fell.
His soul made of fine porcelain.
On the floor he lay slain.
His spirit broken and shattered.
Too many pieces then were scattered.
God then tried and tried.
But couldn't get the soul to un-splatter.
So he burned it, exhumed, the soul of he who fell.
Endowed it with a flame from the very depths of Hell.
The boy looked in the mirror and noticed a change.
The essence of his soul had begun to rearrange.
I saw that boy grow, twisted and broken.
Grow horns in
It's the bottle, not you by C-Allagash, literature
Literature
It's the bottle, not you
It’s the bottle, not you,
That crawls to bed, by my side;
It poisons what you tell me, and makes
Your “I love you”s sound vile.
It's the bottle, not you,
Wasting time with your mates
While I am alone, waiting for you;
Concerned, almost desperate.
It's the bottle, not you…
The smell on your clothes is so intense!
You don’t behave like you love me,
Your reasoning makes no sense.
Then you say I am making things up,
Overreacting, “like I always do.
I could even try and consider your words,
But it’s the bottle, not you.
She glides along the horizon
Peeking over the sea
Dear red tailed fox
Aurora, paint the sky for me
Your colors bloom like roses
An abundance to go around
Black as coal, white as snow
All tied, but never earthbound
Your fur fans out in rays
Warming the world below
We never realized your importance
So we mess with your flow
Coal for fuel
We start to build our empire
Snow melts to water, bringing spring
Your hand is in everything we require
So life goes on
As you watch from your den
Carved from pockets of space
You watch us orbit again and again
And you rise each day to greet me
With reds and yellows so beautiful
Your eyes are stars
W
I just wanted to feel safe
From the horrors of my past
I thought their arms could lift me up
Instead of listening to voices blast
Yet the glass where I smashed my memories
Keep digging into my feet
No matter how hard I tried
Any movement would make me bleed
The crowd changed from smiles to nothing
Faceless beings waltzing behind my eyelids
People who I thought would keep me on the ground
Pushed me further into the abyss
Drowning in a pool of remorse
No lifeguards to pull me away
No more screams come from my thoughts
Only tiny bleeps of a broken song on play
Hi, I'm ColdAmuChan. Actually, my real name is Cassandra. I would like to think that I try hard but could probably try harder with the right motivation. My beliefs have been distorted ever since I could remember so I am trying to change that as well.
So try reading one of my works and if you would like to read more, that's fine. Maybe you, my good reader, would like to tell me who I am because I certainly don't know all that much.
Please enjoy your day and if we ever cross paths, be sure to give me a proper greeting ^_^
Favourite genre of music: Korean Pop Personal Quote: "Can I fade into your memories and protect you from there? A place where time is not lost but merely frozen"
Sometimes, we make bad calls. It's okay to say "hey, I was wrong and you were right, my bad". We're human, we make mistakes in judgement or in action. It's how we feel after we figure out that we're wrong that shapes our decisions on the matter. Be stubborn or be honest. Or you can sit on the fence of right and wrong, depending on the topic/matter at hand.
I wish we didn't have to throw verbal knives at one another for our opinions.
I just had a civil argument with someone and realized that it could have been a very different outcome if we started belittling one another based on these different sides (by the way, I was in the wrong on that a
Hello friends!
Lately, people have been going missing. They've been running away from home, getting kidnapped or worse. Why? People are scared. Everyone gets scared, it's perfectly natural. We're born and the first thing we do is cry. We cry for attention, care and what I think is that we're scared the moment we leave our mothers. What is this world? What am I doing here? Either way, when you're scared, what do you think of doing? Hiding.
So, what makes you hide?
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